Just Keep Dreaming
For the past several weeks I have sat by my husbands bedside. A man who has never been sick a day in his life. He went through Stage 4 B-cell Lymphoma, chemo, and stem cell replacement. Came through all that, but developed a virus called CMV. Common in stem cell patients. It was difficult to detect it because it was hiding in his bone marrow. Instead of showing up on other parts of his body, it attacked his bowels and ulcerated them. It was so bad at one time they called us to come. I was just finishing my radiation for Brest cancer so I had not been able to come with him when he went through all of the stem cell therapy. I came over a month ago to say our good byes. My oldest son, our Kelsey and myself. My youngest son had to stay with our dogs. He recovered and has been fighting ever since. So when I am with him I think of positive things. Positive light. Healing light. As I draw I am not afraid. I am relaxed and I am open to all things good and healing. We have made so many many friends here. I have faith he will survive. It will be a battle when I get him home. There will be many months of recovery. But we will see it through. In the mean while I will draw and doodle and you dear faithful followers can see the fruits of those dreams. Hopefully the energy that fills my mind will also fill you, where ever you are in life.